Kiss N Tell Confessions

My "walk on the wild side" is over, mostly. I am slowly putting my life back together after two years of sex addiction and sexual abuse. I will still make mistakes. I will probably have sex with people I shouldn't in places I shouldn't. My story is one of pain, and courage, and the constant fight for survival and for happiness. You didn't think you had to fight for happiness, but sometimes, you do.

Contact me: kntconfessions@comcast.net

Addicted to Pony Island

Sun, 01/31/10 1:51 A GMT-04
I started playing a website called Pony Island, and I am finding it incredibly addictive.  It is a fantasy pony breeding game that sort of looks like My Little Pony.  Breeding is based on a hex system, so that you get predictable and unpred

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Sick is the New Healthy

Tue, 01/12/10 12:50 A GMT-04
When I am stressed, I get sick.  When I was younger, stress made me more susceptible to colds.  As I get older, my body is finding new and ever more fun ways to break down.  There was a couple of years I had repeated bouts of tonsillit

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World of Warcraft Random Instances Day

Mon, 01/11/10 11:06 A GMT-04
In the last Scarlet Monastery - Cathedral run, I knew we were in for an interesting run when I was doing the most damage.  Not that I mind being kick-ass.  It certainly beats my last Uldaman run where I, once again, did the least damage.&nb

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What Is

Sat, 01/09/10 1:31 A GMT-04
Thursday, I took CK in to the vet’s office at 7:30 am.  I was tense all day.  I didn’t go anywhere.  I could hardly do anything.  I watched TV and crocheted a lot.  Every time I tried to play WoW, I couldn’t

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Happy 2010

Fri, 01/01/10 10:51 P GMT-04
The holidays are over and I am relieved that we are into 2010.  This year I was unable to filter out the guilt and bad feelings and simply pretend that I didn’t know these people.  Sometimes I wish I could disappear, go somewhere they

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Dark Before Dawn

Fri, 12/25/09 12:42 A GMT-04
After the shock of CK’s condition and the cost of the procedure wore off, I began to feel very scared and vulnerable.  There is the voice in the back of my mind that points out the risk we are taking.  There is no way to predict how q

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Observations

Sun, 12/20/09 12:30 A GMT-04
There are a couple of things that I’ve observed during all of this.  CK is lucky to have me, because I will do what needs to be done, despite the money.  There are people who wouldn’t, even my own father.  Not that I couldn

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Snow Day

Sat, 12/19/09 12:14 P GMT-04
This is CK and Bandit's first snow. I only have a bit of balcony to share with them, but that was apparently quite the revelation in itself. The first step on this this cold wet white blanket was quite amusing. They stepped, and hesitated. But th

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The Appointment

Fri, 12/18/09 12:03 A GMT-04
CK had his appointment today with the vet dental specialist.  I liked him.  He was very nice, personable, and enthusiastic.  He really seemed to enjoy his job.  He found CK’s mouth fascinating, and it comforted me to see not

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A Few Thoughts

Sat, 12/05/09 1:36 A GMT-04
Every once in awhile, I get a desire to read the postcards on Post Secret.  It always shows me that I am not the only one with secrets.  Every person has an inner world, inner regrets, experiences we hide from those who love us.  We ar

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