Kiss N Tell Confessions

My "walk on the wild side" is over, mostly. I am slowly putting my life back together after two years of sex addiction and sexual abuse. I will still make mistakes. I will probably have sex with people I shouldn't in places I shouldn't. My story is one of pain, and courage, and the constant fight for survival and for happiness. You didn't think you had to fight for happiness, but sometimes, you do.

Contact me: kntconfessions@comcast.net

Payoff

Wed, 06/24/09 10:42 P GMT-04
Dr. Phil talks about “payoff” often.  What do you get from what you are doing?  You wouldn’t do it if you didn’t get something out of it. My grandmother is one of those hyper-critical people who always has something

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Vacation Saga pt. 1

Mon, 06/15/09 8:51 P GMT-04
I lost my Internet from Tuesday 6/9 to this morning 6/15.  I did a lot of writing.  To keep the reading tolerable, I'll break the posts up a little.Tuesday 6/9There was a thunderstorm, and I lost my Internet connection.  It's o

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Vacation Saga pt. 4

Mon, 06/15/09 8:55 A GMT-04
Saturday 6/13I started reading a book yesterday that is beautiful and compelling. Fledgling, by Octavia Butler. I've loved her books and count her series currently published as Lilith's Brood, as one of my all-time favorites. I've had thi

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Vacation Saga pt. 2

Mon, 06/15/09 12:16 A GMT-04
Wednesday 6/10I got up this morning and I pissed. The Internet was still out. I guess it was too much to hope for that they would get their act together and fix their shit. I knew I had a couple of choices. I could call and scream at them, when I kno

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Vacation Saga pt. 3

Mon, 06/15/09 12:09 A GMT-04
Friday 6/19 As of Friday, I still don't have Internet.  I am upset.  My vacation was interrupted.  On the other hand, I didn't have to miss work for the cable company's ridiculously ineffective service calls.  I am an

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Television

Thu, 06/04/09 10:07 P GMT-04
The new season of Burn Notice began tonight.  I decided to write a little as I watch it.  It is often hard for me to sit still and just watch TV.  I can’t tell you exactly what does it, but often I wander away and back onto the c

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That's About It

Tue, 06/02/09 10:47 A GMT-04
Not a lot has been going on.  The boys are doing great, which is a relief and a joy.  I've minimized my contact with D & L for various reasons...  He uses me and she is a negative influence.I wanted to take him to lunch for his

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Slap in the Face

Wed, 05/13/09 10:00 P GMT-04
Well, that’s a slap in the face! My mind is a whirl. I don’t know quite how to feel. I am feeling so many emotions at once… angry, hurt, guilty.

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Poorly Negotiated

Mon, 05/11/09 11:35 P GMT-04
My discussion with D didn't go as I expected. He didn't agree to what I thought was a reasonable request. He said what he had said before, that he would fuck me whenever he wanted and that I was never going to get rid of him.

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Confidence

Fri, 05/08/09 8:54 P GMT-04
I spent a week away from my regular duties at work to attend a Train-the-Trainer workshop for my company. I learned content, and I learned professional development.

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